Bye Bye Beautiful -Nightwish

My left head hurts. I can't believe there's a barrier now. I'm going to strangle you till your head gets detached from your neck. Friends come and go. My nose bled for the 3rd time today. The first being happened on the same time yesterday, when I was bathing. This is such an abrupt ending. I want to smash your face against the wall till it cracks and the insides splatters everywhere. Why waste time getting depressed when you have happier things to think about? It's been 2 weeks since I've fallen sick, and I'm still not ok. What do I know anyway, right? Fuck you, you stubborn bitch. It's such a shame though. I'm always trying to catch my breath. The Great Depression, i'm experiencing it. Live with darkness, strike by fear. Everyday it's just the same thing. I know it could have developed into something better. Control freak. Where has the happiness gone? One party has to lose out, and I decided to be on the losing end. I want to throw you over the parapet and laugh maniacally while I see you fall 14 storeys down. All this hating, stop it... Someone bring back my happiness. I want to go back to the time when we hadn't met. People's lives are not for you to control. Individuals decide how they want their life to flow. I may snap anytime. I want my life back.